Static.

I just want you to care because you never seem to
care anymore
or maybe you just don't want to show it
so that you stop showing me that you care

Did I do something wrong that bother you and
made you go away?
Did I feel you wrong?
Did I think of you wrong?
Did I hope too much?

You used (or seemed) to care.
...
...
...

But never mind then,
maybe I'm just being anxious again
and I overthink stuff again
then you'd say
"You're just being the usual you"
or
"You just overthink stuff, like the usual"

Maybe I am
maybe you under-think stuff
maybe if you show a bit courage then I'll see

Maybe..maybe...

Oh gosh, anxiety sucks.

*static*