But you just know...

You don't sleep when you're tired, because you know it can't be solved by sleeping.

You don't share your problem with others knowing that you won't feel at ease at all.

You know it's no use in trying because you know you'll fail anyway.

I don't want to talk nor chat you first;

because I know you won't say a word anyway.

But why did I still do it eventually?

Stupid.

It hurts.