If there's ever a word to describe how 2015 impact me
I'd say "change"
It changed me to someone I never thought I'd become,
Because last year I never thought I'd be the person I am now
surrounded with people I never thought would be so important to me.
If there's ever a word to describe how 2015 change me
I'd say "strong"
Because I'm getting stronger than I ever was.
Losing your best friend and start the year without her never went easy.
Getting graduated from high school and went to university was also surprising.
Moreover, the strive to overcome that your dreams would never come true was not make me feel any better.
Being weak and ignored, confused, sometimes lonely. My favorite singer said it was miserable and magical.
If there's ever a word to describe what I got in 2015
I'd say "blessings"
In the middle of the chaos I slowly stood up and accept things the way they were.
Then I found beautiful things behind 'em.
I found friends, whether it's real or fake one.
I found that it's true, really true, that humans are way more complicated than the fiercest animal because they'd try to be your friends first.
I found that God works on so many part of my life He's trying to redirect me to the path He has prepared for me.
I found that behind every accident, every failure, every ups and downs,
God has prepared something surprising.
Wait for it, expect Him,
because life is an enjoyable ride.
Maybe in 2016 my life will change significantly again than this year had made me.
But God, please make me ready for it.
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